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Posted by : seste1
on Tuesday, January 09, 2007 - 02:55 PM EST |
 I discovered this site while having a sleepless night due to the habit of being up. I am addicted to this devil and have been heavily using for the last six years. Every now and then I'll stay clean for a couple of months then one day I'll lie to myself and say that I can handle it, and I'm back in the hole. I have been searching for a place like this for a long time. I'm glad I found it, if only so that I can vent when I have no where to turn to. Everyone around me is in some degree of addiction, friends that is... I have watched my entire neighborhood friends fall in and out of this hole. I find myself staying away now, it has been a couple of days. We would all depend on each other over the years to keep our habits going...Today I would buy, tomorrow they would buy and sometimes it would just fall into our laps. Today I stay away, and hopefully can make it last. The worst days are paydays, I have to find more bills to pay or someway of depleting my money other than through cocaine...I will, find a way...
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Re: Dying to live by bribake24 
(Score: 1) on Jan 10, 2007 - 10:19 PM
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Just remember to keep your head up. Things will get better if you are strong. There are so many rehab centers that can really work, and remember its worth it. If you have a problem with having money left over from pay days, hell go shopping. just keep your head up!!!
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Re: Dying to live by seste1
(Score: 1) on Jan 11, 2007 - 08:43 AM
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Coincidently I did just that today, before I read your comment. So that must be a good sign. Thanks for the advice, but most of all, thank you for being on this site. You and all the others are what I look forward to in this site. Thank you..
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