Hey everyone,
I just wanted to share that I have hit my 90 days and that feels GREAT! I never added up days until the other day at about 84 days. At that moment it gave me a knew strength. It felt good. I felt like wow it has been that many days and I have done it. I felt good with no urges for days. I still have urges, but feel like I am atleast in a better place. Still knowing these feelings may never go away sucks but I know that atleast somedays it will be a decision I must make every day that I wake up. The decision not to use.
So I felt good about this and wanted to share. My computer is down so I am not able to check in so much. Hope you all are ok. I miss not being able to come here when I feel bad but hopefully it won't be too long.
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I was wondering about you and you have been in my thoughts here, hope you fix your computer soon.
Congratulations on how well you have done with your recovery, I am so very proud for you and my heart is smiling at you here from Southern Illinois Hmmm can you see it ?
Hurry back to us ....we miss you ...
Short note: Balu is close to delivering her pups, she looks like a fat nanny goat that is about to POP!
Take Care .... Much Love,
Michelle
_________________ Positives create better results then Negatives