Post subject: A message from the living to the dead
I am writting this post to the ones that have left before me. I am saying bye bye. I say good=-bye cause by holding on i hurt myself, and put to shame the wishes that yalll have had for me. I will keepin my heart the love we shared the memories we made, but i must let go of the pain that cuts me so deep that when i think of yall i regreess. I must hold on to the good times that we had cause it made me whoi am but now i must grow i must grow stonger. I miss yall i miss the life we had but it is time for me to recover what i lost. My dignity, my health, my faith that more can be shared with others.. NO it want bemy Janice, my diane, Or my baby love Billie how i misss you Biliie but i have tolive tofind happyness again. I remeber all of you. I miss my family. I am still here and so is your baby girl. She is 4 now to bad she never got a chance to know u Billie. But i know that in Heaven u watch over us. I knowif i ever fall inlovbe agin it want be you. I knowit want be you.... But i pray that i will be as fullof love for him and him for me as if it was u. I will say this that no we will not be apart forever but have to be apart for now. I will see u in heaven and when i do i will say thank-you for making me stronger wiser and knowing what the truest and purest of love means.
I love you and Lord know that i do take care of the others for me and i will be fine untilwe meat again hold a place 4 me next to you. It was great 20 years together.. Wish it could had been longer..
I am keeping you in my prayers tonight
in that you find peace and happiness,
first within yourself for you and your
little girl. It is time for you to begin
to love yourself and find happiness again.
Happiness within yourself and happiness
in life with your daughter, sharing, loving
and growing together.....
Wishing you Strength and Peace .....
_________________ Positives create better results then Negatives
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I am writting this post to the ones that have left before me. I am saying bye bye. I say good=-bye cause by holding on i hurt myself, and put to shame the wishes that yalll have had for me. I will keepin my heart the love we shared the memories we made, but i must let go of the pain that cuts me so deep that when i think of yall i regreess. I must hold on to the good times that we had cause it made me whoi am but now i must grow i must grow stonger. I miss yall i miss the life we had but it is time for me to recover what i lost. My dignity, my health, my faith that more can be shared with others.. NO it want bemy Janice, my diane, Or my baby love Billie how i misss you Biliie but i have tolive tofind happyness again. I remeber all of you. I miss my family. I am still here and so is your baby girl. She is 4 now to bad she never got a chance to know u Billie. But i know that in Heaven u watch over us. I knowif i ever fall inlovbe agin it want be you. I knowit want be you.... But i pray that i will be as fullof love for him and him for me as if it was u. I will say this that no we will not be apart forever but have to be apart for now. I will see u in heaven and when i do i will say thank-you for making me stronger wiser and knowing what the truest and purest of love means.
