lynn,
your avatar says enjoy the silence. well i have been enjoying it. but really, i'd rather enjoy you back here, rude as you are at times. so how about it, can we make up amd then maby make out while we're at it.
flaggin
_________________ I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but, I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up.
well, i see you're back. doesn't surprize me much that your first post wouldn't explain away whatever kind of relapse you had that kept you away for 11 days. had people worrying about you and leaving messages on your phone unreturned. but that's you lynn. why should you expect anything more from others here.
oh well, whatever makes you tick!
bill
_________________ I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but, I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up.
well, i see you're back. doesn't surprize me much that your first post wouldn't explain away whatever kind of relapse you had that kept you away for 11 days. had people worrying about you and leaving messages on your phone unreturned. but that's you lynn. why should you expect anything more from others here.
oh well, whatever makes you tick!
bill
Well, I see you're still here.
Doesn't surprise me an iota, the first post from you,
the moment I'm back and posting, after taking some time off,
would be antagonizing and intended to incite a response.
Nor, does it come as any surprise,
for you to suggest, not only, a relapse of sorts, on my part,
but, should insinuate I wouldn't attempt to explain away anything...
implying, it is so typical of me,
to avoid discussing anything which may implicate me,
based on the assumption, I have something to hide.
I mean, first of all, I don't owe anyone,
an explanation for any unanswered calls,
other then, the person who already received an explanation.
And, secondly, besides the fact,
I don't owe anyone answers pertaining to my absence...
what is there I really need to explain about my absence anyway?
There are reasons which don't require an explanation.
Same sh-t, different day,
getting old,
way too stale,
whining and crying over opinions,
a fading interest,
posting with a new forum community,
sh-t from left field,
that comes from la la land....
reasons which pretty much explain themselves!
Do yourself a favor Bill...
focus on the plots and scripts for your own story.
I don't need you to write my story lines for me...
My life is based on a true story.
Now, what really cracks me up and comes as no surprise,
being the 'no brainer' of surprises where you are concerned...
is how you once again, don't even have your facts straight.
But, that's you Bill.
Running off your mouth but, talking out your a-s.
My last post here, was on this thread, on the 15th,
making it 7 days since I last posted, not 11.
Get your sh-t straight, huh...
sh-t should be coming out your a-s, not your mouth!
Yep, 7 days I didn't spend posting here...
posting at a new forum I've been at since the 14th.
I don't expect anything more then,
what I can already expect from others....case in point.
But, Hey, whatever gets you through the night.
_________________ If you can not stand for something, you will fall for everything
Same sh-t, different day,
getting old,
way too stale,
whining and crying over opinions,
a fading interest,
posting with a new forum community,
sh-t from left field,
that comes from la la land....
that pretty much sums up what i figured had happened, tho the new forum community was a surprise to here about, but good for you, you need to get out more anyway.
Quote:
My last post here, was on this thread, on the 15th,
making it 7 days since I last posted, not 11.
i didn't miss that. but that was just a v card a day late and a dollar short, that is hardly what i would consider calling a post in comparison to the other 1365 posts you have on here.
Quote:
My life is based on a true story.
that's a great line lynn. noticed you had used it in your sig line for a bit too.
flaggin
_________________ I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but, I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up.
I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it
Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name
Lifetimes are catching up with me
All these changes taking place
I wish I'd seen the place
But no ones ever taken me
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
I swear I recognize your breath
Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising
Me you wouldn't recall
For I'm not my former
Its hard when you're stuck upon the shelf
I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate
Perhaps thats what no one wants to see
I just want to scream...hello...
My G0D its been so long, never dreamed you'd return
But now here you are, and here I am
Hearts and thoughts they fade...away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade...away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away
Hearts and thoughts they fade...
Walking around I hear the earth seeking relief
I’m trying to find a reason to live
But the mindless clutter my path
Oh these thorns in my side
Oh these thorns in my side
I know I have something free
I have something so alive
I think they shoot ‘cause they want it
I feel forces all around me
Come on raise your head
Those who hide behind the shadows
Live with all that’s dead
Look at me…look at me
At least look at me when you shoot a bullet
through my head
Through my head
Through my head
Through my head
In my lifetime when I’m disgraced
By jealousy and lies
I laugh aloud ‘cause my life
Has gotten inside someone else’s mind
Look at me…look at me
At least look at me when you shoot a bullet
through my head
Through my head
Through my head
Through my head
Hey all I want is what’s real
Something I touch and can feel
I’ll hold it close and never let it go
Said why... why do we live life
With all this hate inside
I’ll give it away 'cause I don't want it no more
Please help me find a place
Somewhere far away
Yes I'll go and you’ll never see me again
Look at me…look at me
At least look at me when you shoot a bullet
through my head
Through my head
Look at me…look at me
At least look at me when you shoot a bullet
through my head
Through my head
Through my head
Run…hide
All that was sacred to us
Sacred to us
See the signs
The covenant has been broken
By mankind
Leaving us with no shoulder…
with no shoulder
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
Who’s got my back now?
When all we have left is deceptive
So disconnected
What is the truth now?
There’s still time
All that has been devastated
Can be recreated
Realize
We pick up the broken pieces
Of our lives
Giving ourselves to each other…
ourselves to each other
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
Who’s got my back now?
When all we have left is deceptive
So disconnected
What is the truth now?
Who’s got my back now?
When all we have left is deceptive
So disconnected
What is the truth now?
What is the truth now?
Tell me the truth now
What is the truth now?
I lie awake on a long, dark night
I can’t seem to tame my mind
Slings and arrows are killing me inside
Maybe I can’t accept the life that’s mine...no
Maybe I can’t accept the life that’s mine
Simple living is my desperate cry
Been trading love with indifference
yeah it suits me just fine
I try to hold on but I’m calloused to the bone
Maybe that’s why I feel alone....yeah
Maybe that’s why I feel so alone
'Cause me...I’m rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I’m covered with skin that peels
and it just won’t heal...
I’m rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I’m covered with skin that peels
and it just won’t heal....no
It just won’t heal....
The sun shines and I can’t avoid the light
I think I’m holding on to life too tight
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Sometimes I feel like giving up...yeah
I said...sometimes I feel like giving up
'Cause me...I’m rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I’m covered with skin that peels
and it just won’t heal...
It just won’t heal....No
The day reminds me of you
The night hides your truth
The earth is a voice
Speaking to you
Take all this pride
And leave it behind
Because one day it ends
One day we die
Believe what you will
That is your right
But I choose to win
I choose to fight
To fight
'Cause me...I’m rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I’m covered with skin that peels
and it just won’t heal...
I’m rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I’m covered with skin that peels
and it just won’t
Covered with skin that peels
and it just won’t
Covered with skin that peels
and it just won’t heal...
She came calling
One early morning
She showed her crown of thorns
She whispered softly
To tell a story
About how she had been wronged
As she lay lifeless
He stole her innocence
And this is how she carried on
This is how she carried on
Well I guess she closed her eyes
And just imagined every things alright
But she could not hide her tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
My anger's violent
But still I'm silent
When tragedy strikes at home
I know this decadence
Is shared by millions
Remember you're not alone
Remember you're not alone
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine every things alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine every things alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years
For we have crossed many oceans
And we labor in between
In life there are many quotients
And I hope I find the mean...the mean
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine every things alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years
I hope that you can wash away those years
When dreaming I'm guided through another world
Time and time again
At sunrise I fight to stay asleep
'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place
'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape
From the life I live when I'm awake
So let's go there
Let's make our escape
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?
Can you take me higher?
To a place where blind men see
Can you take me higher?
To a place with golden streets
Although I would like our world to change
It helps me to appreciate
Those nights and those dreams
But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights
If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same
The only difference is
To let love replace all our hate
So let's go there
Let's make our escape
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?
Can you take me higher?
To a place where blind men see
Can you take me higher?
To a place with golden streets
So let's go there
Let's go there
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?
Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time
Set up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams
And make them mine
Set up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams
And make them mine
Can you take me higher?
To a place where blind men see
Can you take me higher?
To a place with golden streets
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