Please help me.

Judy · Newbie

I have always been against ALL drugs. One year ago, I started using cocaine. Now I use cocine twice a week. My friend and I (sometimes two friends and I) will do one gram a night. In the morning--when the sun is coming up--I feel so bad for what I've done. I want to stop using cocaine so badly! I hate it. I hate my life. What has happened to me? Please help me. Thank you. Judy

Admin · Site Admin

hi Judy.
You want to stop doing cocaine, did you tried to stop it before? When? For how long?

Judy · Newbie

I've tried to stop before, yes, and failed. I told myself after staying up all night using the cocaine that I would not do it anymore, but 3 days later, I was doing it again...that has happened 3 or 4 times where I tell myself I'm going to stop and I don't. Am I addicted? I am scared.

meltdownsky · Tenant

Yep, there's most definately a golden opportunity at hand to stop while still a somewhat casual user...it gets harder, the longer you use. Awareness of a growing problem shows some sensible behaviour intact. Go with your gut feeling that it's time to do something before it's too late...

The decision to ask yourself "how much is enough?" could spare you a lot of grief in the future, the post throughout this site can show you how bad things can get...take the time to read them.

Admin · Site Admin

Judy wrote:

I've tried to stop before, yes, and failed. I told myself after staying up all night using the cocaine that I would not do it anymore, but 3 days later, I was doing it again...that has happened 3 or 4 times where I tell myself I'm going to stop and I don't. Am I addicted? I am scared.

Judy.
I have a homework for you. Read this http://www.cocainehelp.org/mod-subjects ... tid-6.html , think about it, I would be glad to answer specific questions.