prefer intelligent, considered feedback, as i am aware its a terrible drug w/ terrible consequences for most.
You have a lot of reading to do, start with this whole site, than read one more time, what you just wrote. I hope you will be able to see the consequences.
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You have basically answered your own question and you are asking us to tell you you'll be okay.
Don't
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and only to yourself. You may be 180 now but soon you'll be 170, then 160, 150 and so on. Hey you can function on cocaine for a very long time. I did from the age of 18 to 40. That's until cocaine became freebase/crack and I added heroin to the mix. And not everyone does street quality crap. I married my importers son believe me the dope was real in the early eighties! LSD, MDA, mushrooms, ecstasy..etc.. cocaine? been there done that, lived to tell the story.
A progression of a very patient and cunning disease. Welcome, because you are definately one of us. Sorry to destroy your terminal uniqueness. We suffer from that also. Sucks to be a drug addict.
Cocaine addiction is something that just happens. It happens to the best and strongest people, responsible people, people that love their family and children. You can function a long time with a habit, you can fool the he|l out of yourself. Cocaine users or even addicts don't always look like the crackheads you see on tv, pictures, and the movies. Odds are some people you might know and think would never use have some in their pocket right now. I've used for 10 years and quit once for 3. I'm a very stong and motivated person sober. This drug will change your brain and slowly ruin everything you love, including yourself. Listen to yourself now, because i promise you can't control it and it never gets better and will never be that good again. I wish you luck friend.
damn it if a 'friend' brought me a gift of diablita!
With a friend like this, who needs a coffin maker.
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We are having a glitch here at the library!!! when I (Anastasia) logged in my profile and user name excrackerjack came up... then Nichole logged in and she was excrackerjack too.... so I went to her computer logged myself off and logged her in... voila WhoIsNickyNow? I come back to my computer and I am now WhoIsNickyNow? So both of us have to be one identity right now because otherwise we are wasting time and the archaic technology at this library SUCKS!!!!! So this is Anastasia posting her comment to Paul:
Dear Paul,
I guess this must be day 3 or 4 huh?? As I warned you before it takes 72 hours for cocaine to leave your body. I guess it takes 73 hours for cocaine to show up at your door.
Cocaine is a the most patient lover you will ever have.
She will wait for you around every corner.
It is only up to you.
Do you have the strength to resist her charms Pauly!?
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