Wow. I forgot about this site. It seems as though I only come to it when I'm pretty bad. hah. Anyways. Update: I stopped doing coke for a while after I met my boyfriend. I actually stopped for months. It's like he filled the empty space I had and it wasn't hard at all to leave it behind....things got rough between us because he's 8 years older than me and just blah. I started using again. I just found out I'm pregnant. I just got into college. I do not know what in the f--k I'm suppose to do?! Back into old ways. UGh.
Wow. I forgot about this site. It seems as though I only come to it when I'm pretty bad. hah. Anyways. Update: I stopped doing coke for a while after I met my boyfriend. I actually stopped for months. It's like he filled the empty space I had and it wasn't hard at all to leave it behind....things got rough between us because he's 8 years older than me and just blah. I started using again. I just found out I'm pregnant. I just got into college. I do not know what in the f--k I'm suppose to do?! Back into old ways. UGh.
Oye Vay...Come on now girlfriend!
WHY WEREN'T YOU USING PROTECTION?
Geez Louise....WTF
PULL YOUR D*MN HEAD OUT OF YOUR A$S ALREADY!
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Why werent we using protection? I wish I could have a response to that which didn't sound cliched or anything but I don't....The only answer I have is that it was so in the moment and my brain wasn't even thinking more than a second into the future. I wish I did. I'm so confused. What in the world am I suppose to do now? I had just gotten my life together kind of. I didn't use for about 4 months, then I started up again, stupid me....and now this. Pregnant in highschool still, a freakin cokehead, with a loser boyfriend who is old enough to know better. Erg.