Ok hello im a new member here and my name is charles.
Ive been a cocaine user for 6 long months now and I feel it is getting out of hand. I first tried coke with a buddy from work and I loved the way it made me feel. Let me me explain why:
Im 20 yrs old Im a fat *censored ( | ) 325 before coke now 265 after coke
Very self concense of my self i have very oily sking with constang acne not really bad but bad enough. Have bad genitics Im a late bloomer just now growing facial hair.
When im on coke i dont feel fat or shy like i am sober im outgoing, blunt and have been getting laid left and right, So i figured damn just $50 for 2 days to make me feel great is worth it. But now Im sitting here coked out of my mind here and I just relized to myself im a worthless *censored F--> up now. I got my paycheck today and bought 2 grams.That was at 6pm and it is now 10:15pm and im out of the llello. I am hoping on how i should stop this problem before it ends up hurting me and my family for ever. please help me should i stop cold turkey and go through the painful withdrawl or go smaller and smaller until i dont need it anymore. PLease help me
Im 20 yrs old Im a fat *censored ( | ) 325 before coke now 265 after coke
Very self concense of my self i have very oily sking with constang acne not really bad but bad enough. Have bad genitics Im a late bloomer just now growing facial hair.
When im on coke i dont feel fat or shy like i am sober im outgoing, blunt and have been getting laid left and right, So i figured damn just $50 for 2 days to make me feel great is worth it.
It's only temporary.
When all is said and done,
you're still overweight and shy.
And, as far as, getting laid left and right...
would that be due to shedding some weight,
or, 'cause you're getting laid by coke wh*res?
More then likely, it's in exchange for sharing your sh!t.
If that's the case, you're disposable and just being used.
railblaster40165 wrote:
I am hoping on how i should stop this problem before it ends up hurting me and my family for ever. please help me should i stop cold turkey and go through the painful withdrawl or go smaller and smaller until i dont need it anymore.
You don't experience painful withdrawals,
like you would from heroine or alcoholism.
And, weening yourself off of coke is not an option....
that's just wishful thinking 'cause that's not how it works!
You either want to stop using or you don't.
Peace
Lynn
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