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I am a 20 year old from Seattle, Wa. My boyfriend is addicted to cocaine. He may also be using crack and heroin, I'm not sure. He just recently admitted to using, and he was in tears because of what it has done to his life, his finances, our relationship, his health. He says "it's over" and "I can't be helped" and "I don't care about my life, why should you" it's scares me to death when he says his life is over, it's totally controlled by drugs, and he can't be helped. He's been through rehab a year ago and he says that makes things worse. He uses everyday, and says he can't function normally without it. He lives with his sister and her husband and they recently found out he was using again and want him out of the house. If that happens, he says he is going to move in with his supplier. I can't live without him and although I've already lost most of him to this addiction, I couldn't bear it if something happened to him. What do I do? I think he would hate me if I called for professional help, although that might be best. I'd rather have him hate me and be better, but I think I'm one of the only things he has that's not connected with cocaine. I've never used, I've never even seen it. He wants to break up because he doesn't want to put me through this, but I cannot have him leave me. I can't sleep or eat because my life is pretty much worrying about him and trying to find him. What do I do? I try to talk to his family a lot, I seriously hope they don't kick him out. All I want is for him not to feel so hopeless. What happens when he hits bottom? Death? I can't deal with those thoughts. Please Help, I feel desperate to save the life of this beautiful person.
Thank You.

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I had written earlier about my boyfriend who I thought was addicted to coke, and maybe heroin. I was right, the problem escalated, and one day he left my house and was missing for four days. We luckily found him downtown Seattle, strung out and dirty, but alive. He had been helping a guy to sell drugs,
this guy kept him high on speedballs and gave him a place to stay, in exchange for the use of my boyfriends car to make deals. Anyway, you had said if I thought I could help him, I was wrong, but I believed I helped save his life. He is in Detox right now, and is leaving for rehab the day he gets out. He says he wants help. If we hadn't found him, I can't bear to think what could happened to him. Intervention is a good thing. Thanks for your advice, and hopefully this whole thing will turn out ok.

Visitor from Seattle.