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CocaineHelp.org Blog-Journal
| Journal of darkdesires
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| Entries 1 - 2
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| my boyfriend makes me nuts
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May-01-2008
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he uses crack,drinks,and has done it for many years. Problem is the lying i catch him in all the time.. Its like a detective game trying to figure out the truth anymore.
it makes me tired.But, i love him and aint ready to walk away yet.I want to sometimes. But, i just cant find the strenght.
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| I hate what this drug is doing to me.
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Apr-30-2008
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I do not even smoke it no more and it wont leave me alone. It steals my thoughts, it takes bits of my life away for each minute it jumps in my head and redirects my thoughts from something productive over to smoking crack.
I wish i had never smoked the junk.
Every time it bothers me, i am going to try to come write here ,maybe it will help distract me for a bit.
Actually that is false. Writing,thinking,talking bout crack makes me want it. The only thing those things does is buys me time til the urges pass. And that will be good enough for now.
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